The Purge   So as I embark on yet another new journey in this life. I am met with thoughts of what coulda shoulda woulda been once upon a time........ You know the thoughts I'm talking about; What if I would have graduated from the first program I started? What if i would have gotten that job my baby father blocked me from getting? What if I were still friends with my best friend who stopped speaking to me when I got saved? And so on and so on.  Your probably wondering what does this have to do with The Purge; I'm getting to that.  So the last time I had down time before a new journey began God clearly told me to PURGE MY APARTMENT!  Distraction was afoot and the purge never took place.  Now here we are present day, preparing to go to go back to a program I was unable to complete due to domestic violence. With tons of down time before the program begins. And the command to purge came in loud and clear.  And so I PURGED. ...

Learning From The Past....... Have you ever thought back to a specific moment in time where everything just went completely left; or the entire bottom fell out????  I don't know about you but I have a couple of moments......  When you think or reflect on those moments what do you do? As of late I have been trying to find the lesson in the moments.  There was one  in particular...... Picture it Sicily (any Golden Girls Fans)  Anyhoo About 5 years ago I was working for a private doctors office down by Wall Street and was presented an  opportunity to take a State Job. Working for the Department of Mental Health as a Mental Health Therapy Aide (Glorified Babysitter of Adolescents with mental issues). Now most everyone was on the  bandwagon take the job its with the State!  Is it just a New York thing that City and State jobs are so highly coveted no matter what the job title???? Asking for a friend~ *GEM* Every Good Idea isn't...